28th March 2025
Words cannot describe what a day it has been.
I've gone from swift crisis response to nonstop goosebumps & ready to cry any minute to complete numbness and finally coming back, feeling human again.
& it took me a physical embrace - a human hug. To calm my nervous system, to assure me everything is okay and we will get through this. Thank you Ridhima, I needed it more than I can ever express.
I am extremely grateful for all my friends & family - who stood by me rock solid. Calling me every hour to check-in, urging me to eat, giving me permission to not feel brave, reminding me that it's okay for me to not have it all together.
I am not someone who is easily ruffled. Today was scary. Existential, intimidating, terrifying - down right scary.
God is kind, everyone has checked-in and reported safe and doing okay.
I wish to never relive this ever again. Glad it's over.
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